you know.
somehow i think sunlao has totally given up all hope of me actually learning anything in her lesson.
when i write letters, she looks at me and says nothing. but when she sees someone else writing, she'll tell that person to stop writing.
seriously.

but who cares.
actually i do.
its quite scary.
the fact that i'm so um rebellious (is it?) and inattentive that no matter what she does, it cant make me change whatsoever?

honestly
i think that the teachers are giving up on me one by one.
i think i should change
but a leopard cant change its spots.
although i will try.
i mean, sec2 is such a crucial year.
and then im here slacking off like what the shit.

from today onwards.
im gonna totally keep my word on this.
no comp till work's done.
but the thing is, i see my table and i have no mood for work.
it's all CLUTTER. it's just one big big big mess of things. seriously, i need to shift the clutter to the other table.
sigh.
i need need need to hand in everything on time from now on. totally man.

sigh.
will i always be this helpless rebel. -.-
sunlao probably thinks i have attitude problem
i mean okay i do have a bit of attitude problem :D
but doesnt everyone?
maybe not dot. or jean's gang clique in particular. yeah
well i know for sure that gloria thinks i have an attitude problem.
thanks a lot lah.

crappppp i need to change my ways ):
haha change my name. like ethel.
and become a si1 wen2 de nu3 hai2 overnight.
you all will probably start asking me if anything's wrong, am i sad, is there a problem etc.
I KNOW COS IT HAPPENED BEFORE!!!! T_T

ok wdv. we'll see how it goes yea =/